>Well, the time is fast approaching that my husband will be leaving me.  I am not looking forward to live without my husband for a year and change.  I hate thinking about it.  I worry about everything right now.  But I’m being good.  Last time we went through deployment, I started picking fights with Rob all the time.  I haven’t been doing that this time.  I know he appreciates that!

I so don’t want to be single again.  I hate doing stuff by myself and I don’t have a war-wife with me this time.  I am truly on my own this time.  Such is the life of a military wife.  This will definitely be a journey I don’t want to go through again…