>So, Wednesday afternoon, I am getting my IUI procedure done.  I’m very excited, but nervous.  I hope this works.  I want a baby so much.  I pray everyday that He bless my family with more love!

My life is full, but it is incomplete.  My life is so wonderful as it is right now, but I feel like I’m missing out on something.  I have so much love to give and I already love so much!  I am so blessed with a truly outstanding support system!  I am not so strong, I just have really strong people holding me up and I never say thank you for being there…and I sort of take it for granted.  I am sorry if I haven’t said thank you enough or call enough or say I love you enough.  If I have neglected you or taken your friendship and love for granted, I beg for forgiveness and I will try harder!

>Wow!  So, Chemistry exam on Monday (moved from Friday–tomorrow), Psychology exam through the weekend (online and timed so, it’s not like I have unlimited time to peruse the questions), Anatomy & Physiology Wednesday (moved from Monday), Nutrition-Wednesday AM, Micro Lab write up due Tuesday, Autobiography paper for Psych due…so yeah… :s

>Well, today has been my first day more or less alone.  It went fairly well.  I cried over a cup of coffee this morning.  I could barely tell the gal who makes them at the Coffee Cart what it was that I wanted.  I had already started to tear up.  I don’t know why that is, exactly because that wasn’t ever something R and I ever did together.  Thank goodness she knows what I get and was able to finish the sentence.  Maybe it was the look she gave me…the “puppy-dog-eyes” if you will…

Then, I get someone knocking on my door asking if I have any yard work that needs to be done and that he would do it for cheap.  I was like, yeah, I have work for you!  He said he’d do it for $15…but the work I needed done is worth quite a bit more and I will pay him for what I think it is worth.  I am going to get his phone number and pass the word along because you have got to hand it to the man–he is recently laid off and looking for work EVERYWHERE!  The fact that he is a forward-thinking, hard working guy tells me that he won’t be unemployed for too long!  He told me that he has some bills to pay off and needs the money.  He hasn’t been late on anything yet and doesn’t plan to be!  My heart goes out to him!  If I can help him in anyway, I will!