Day 2

Well, I didn’t make it through Day 2. I’m gonna have to start all over. Today was A LOT worse than yesterday. I’m gonna start again on Monday…What is my problem. It was around 1:30 this afternoon and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I had a couple of anxiety attacks and I didn’t want to suffer anymore. I finished the rest of the pack of gum this morning. It’s just awful. I’m a failure, again. I hate being a failure. Why is this happening to me?

I have other problems, but I’d rather not get into them here. There isn’t anyone I can talk about this with. This is awful. Oh well. I’m going to bed soon.